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يه اتاق باشه ..... گرم گرم .... روشن روشن

تو باشی منم باشم

کف اتاق سنگ باشه.. سنگ سفيد..تو منو بغل کردی که نترسم
که سردم نشه نلرزم

می دونی ؟

تو منو بغل کردی طوری که تکيه دادی به ديوار

پاهاتم دراز کردی...منم اومدم نشستم جلوت

بهت تکيه دادم

دو تا دستاتو دور من حلقه کردی

بهت ميگم چشماتو می بندی؟...می گی : آره

چشماتو می بندی

بهت می گم : قصه می گی تو گوشم ؟

می گی : آره

و شروع می کنی به قصه گفتن تو گوشم

آروم آروم.......قصه می گی

يک عالمه قصه بلندو طولانی که هيچ وقت تموم نمی شه

می دونی ؟

می خوام رگمو بزنم

چون دست چپ...يه حرکت سريع.. يه جمله ی عميق بلدی ؟

نه وای !!! تو که نمی بينی

و نمی دونی که می خوام رگمو بزنم

تو چشماتو بستی نمی بينی .....

من تيغ و از جيبم در ميارم.... نمی بينی که سريع می برم

نمی بينی که خون فواره می کنه... روی سنگ های سفيد و

نمی بينی که دستم می سوزه

من لبمو گاز می گيرم که نگم : آخ

که تو چشماتو باز نکنی و منو نبينی

تو داری قصه ميیگی و هيچ چيز رو نمی بينی

من دارم دستمو نگاه ميکنم

دست چپمو.....خون ازش مياد

می دو نی ؟

دستمو می ذارم رو زانوهام

خون از روی زانوهام می ريزه کف سنگها

مسيرش قشنگه.....حيف که چشمات بسته است

نمی بينی .....

تو بغلم کردی نمی بينی که سردم شده

محکمتر بغلم می کنی تا گرمم شه

می بينی که نا منظم نفس می کشم

تو دلت می گی آخی............

نفسم گرفت.. می بينی ولی محکم تر بغلم می کنی

سردتر می شم ...می بينی که ديگه نفس نمی کشم

چشماتو باز می کنی و می بينی من مردم .. می دونی ؟

می ترسم خودمو بکشم

از سرد شدن... از اين هايی که مردن... از خون ديدن

ولی وقتی بغلم کردی ديگه نترسيدم

مردن خوب بود

آروم آروم ...در کناره تو ... و در آغوشه تو ...

گريه نکن

من ديگه نيستم که ببوسمت.....بگم خوشکل شدی

تو خيلی گريه می کنی

دلم مي شکنه ... دلم نا زکه... نشکونش

باشه ؟

من مردم ولی تو باورت نمی شه

تکونم می دی که بيدار شم

فکر می کنی مثل هميشه قصه گفتی و من خوابيدم

می بينی نفس نمی کشم ....ولی بازم باور نمی کنی

اونقدر محکم بغلم می کنی که گرمم شه... اما فايده نداره

من مر دم ... ولی برای تو زنده ام

پس هر شب به اين باغ بيا .... ولی گريه نکن

می خوام يه چيزی بهت بگم می دونی ؟



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